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    Catching Fish in the Alaskan Tundra | Naked and Afraid
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    Catching Fish in the Alaskan Tundra | Naked and Afraid

    October 9, 2019


    ♪♪ -YESTERDAY WAS ROUGH.
    -IT WAS — PROBABLY THE WORST NIGHT
    OF MY LIFE. IT WAS TERRIBLE AND COLD. ALMOST GETTING
    HYPOTHERMIC SUCKED. TOMORROW’S EXTRACTION. IF WE DON’T GET
    MORE PROTEIN, WE WON’T MAKE IT
    ANOTHER NIGHT. ALL RIGHT, I’LL TRY TO KEEP
    THIS FIRE GOING, TOO. THAT WAY, LIKE,
    DON’T GET TOO COLD, ‘CAUSE YOU GOT TO BE
    IN IT FOR THE LONG HAUL. YEP. I’M USING A PIECE OF WILLOW
    I FOUND TO MAKE A FISHING POLE. HOPEFULLY
    USE THIS THING TO CAST. PFFFFF. FROZEN BODY. WARM UP FOR A MINUTE.
    AH. THAT RIVER IS
    FRICKING COLD, BABE. HOW ARE YOU FEELING,
    LIKE, FOR REAL? WHEN, LIKE, MY FEET START
    NUMBING OUT IS WHEN I GOT TO, LIKE, TELL MYSELF TO COME IN,
    BUT COWBOY UP. LET’S DO THIS. Steven: WE HAVEN’T HAD ANY LUCK
    FISHING IN THE SAME SPOT, SO WE’RE GONNA END UP MOVING. I THINK I WANT TO MOVE
    KIND OF BEHIND THAT BEAVER DAM OVER THERE.
    I DON’T KNOW. I JUST GOT A FEELING
    ABOUT THAT SPOT OVER HERE. I’M GONNA JUST
    GET LOCKED AND LOADED AND POST UP SHOP HERE. ♪♪ ♪♪ OHHHH, YEAH! Laura: YEAH! WHOO!
    YES! IT’S A GRAYLING. -HECK YEAH!
    -WHOO! LOOK AT THAT
    BEAUTIFUL FISH. I’M SO EXCITED! YEAH! -YOU GOT ONE?
    -YES! -YEAH!
    -YES! THERE’S ANOTHER ONE. MOVING TOTALLY WORKED. IT’S A RAINBOW TROUT,
    BABY. -NO WAY!
    -YEAH! -YEAH!
    -IT’S A BEAUTIFUL FISH. [ Laughing ]
    MAN, I FEEL LIKE
    I’M GONNA CRY. -CONGRATULATIONS!
    -THANKS. AH.
    [ LAUGHS ] IT’S JUST YOU WORK
    SO HARD [LAUGHS] FROZEN. [ Voice breaking ]
    IT’S AWESOME. I’M SUPER HAPPY. KILLING IT. [ Normal voice ]
    I THINK WE’RE GOOD, BABE. THINK WE’RE GOOD?
    LET’S DO THIS. WHOO! LOOK AT THAT
    BEAUTIFUL PINK FISH. OH, MY GOD. SHALL WE?
    OH, IT’S HOT. -CHEERS.
    -CHEERS. MMMMMM. IT IS SO GOOD. BEST TROUT I EVER ATE. -GOOD JOB.
    -GOOD JOB. HIGH-FIVE.

    Ali Siddiq – Mitchell – This Is Not Happening – Uncensored
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    Ali Siddiq – Mitchell – This Is Not Happening – Uncensored

    August 16, 2019


    – I don’t give a fuck about my
    my mama’s tears.
    What I care about is this. I was in the fucking vestibule
    area with my balls lifted up squatted, letting this fucking
    child predator look at me. This is what I’m fucking focused
    on. I’m killin’ Mitchell, and I
    already put it in my mind. [engine revs][dark electronic music]♪ [mouthing words] [gunshot] [heart beating] [roars] [gunshots] [growls] [roars] [growls] [roars] [cheers and applause] – I’m super excited to have this
    guy back–he told my favorite story ever on this show. You guys are gonna love him. Give it up for
    Mr. Ali Siddiq, everybody. Let him hear it. [cheers and applause]– This is what happenswhen you take a 19-year-old boy,
    and put him in prison. This is what happens. Now, I’m 21 at the time,
    but I just settled in to the prison now;
    been there for a while. But in prison, you have
    things that you’re very particular about. Like, I told my celly, “Hey, no
    peeing standing up “in this cell. You have to sit down and pee.” Because of this. I pray on the floor, and so if
    you urinate, you splash urine all over the
    place, I’ma kill you. [laughter] All right, just setting the
    tone. So you start to develop certain
    type of phobias about things. I developed this phobia when I
    first got to this place called diagnostics in prison. It’s a–it’s basically slavery. It’s, like, a bunch of fences. You in one fence. It’s, like–it’s a space for,
    like, 80 people, but they ram, like, 200 people
    in this space, and you just trying to get your
    space. You don’t want nobody behind
    you. You don’t want nobody’s butt in
    front of you. You just want to maintain your
    space. So that’s the first–the first
    little cage, and you have on clothes, so they
    move you to the second cage, and they tell you to take off
    all your clothes. Now you naked with the same
    bunch of people smashed in, so now you back trying to get
    your space. You don’t want nobody behind
    you. Don’t want nobody in front of
    you. Trying to get your space. Dude–we all naked, so dude come
    over and talk to me and say, “Hey, man, what’s going on?
    What you in here for?” “Hey, dude, get the fuck away
    from me. I’m naked, and you in my space.” [laughter] So I’m not really comfortable
    being naked with a– a plethora
    of men–I’m not–that’s not where I’m at with my life. [laughter] So…movin’ forward, now I’m in
    prison, and I remember somethin’ my uncle told me: he
    said, “You never wanna be naked in
    prison. “You buy some shorts off
    commissary, and they can’t make you take off the shorts ’cause
    the shorts are not contraband.” Cool. I’ve been having these
    shorts– this was my first purchase. A lot of people purchase other
    things on commissary, soup and food. I bought a pair of white shorts,
    $7.00. Best purchase
    I’ve made in prison. [laughter] So I wear these shorts every
    day–even if I wear my boxers, I wear the shorts on under my
    boxers ’cause I already know any time, you can be strip searched,
    and I know the rules, ’cause I was the fire and safety
    clerk, you see. Let me tell you, fine–it’s
    power. I know everything about this
    prison, ’cause I worked for Scarborough, which is the fire
    and safety man. I’m the fire and safety clerk,
    so I don’t want nobody fucking with me, stripping down,
    nothing. So most of the time, I’m a–I’m
    a well-respected young guy in this prison, ’cause I’ve been
    here since I was 19, now I’m 21, and I’m just
    gaining my stripes. Officers respect me,
    cause I’m respectable. And I’m so respectable that
    officers don’t do this. When they call–there’s this
    thing they call chow time. That’s when people run out the
    door to go eat like fucking cattle. I said, “Hey, don’t talk to me
    like that. I’m a civilized human being.” And the officers were like, “Oh,
    chow time.” Then they’d turn around, “Ali,
    excuse me, lunch for you.” I’m like, “Thank you, sir.” [laughter] ‘Cause I’m very civilized. So now, I’m–I’m about to become
    uncivilized because there’s an officer named Mitch–
    it’s always somebody– when a bunch of people like you,
    it’s always somebody who doesn’t like you, and they’re
    trying to prove a point. So Mitchell sees me, and let me
    tell you who Mitchell look like. Mitchell looked the dude–what’s
    the dude, Flanders, on “The Simpsons”? Who’s always like a fucking
    pedophile to me, always. So I’m comin’ through, for no
    random reason, Mitchell pulls me over in this area–
    I’m on building eight, is where I stay at, and
    it’s a high traffic area– the vestibule area. He stops me in the fuckin’
    vestibule area, and say, “Hey, I think you have some
    contraband. “I’m gonna shake you down.”
    I’m like, “Yo, Mitchell, I just “came from necessities, I don’t
    have no fuckin’ contraband. Get the fuck out of here.” You know, and put your hands
    down while you’re talking to me, ’cause you supposed to stay
    three feet away from me, ’cause you know I’m the fucking
    fire and safety clerk, so don’t fucking break the
    rules. [laughter] So he say, “Well, I’m gonna
    strip search you.” I’m like, no, you’re not–
    not in this high traffic area–no, you’re not, sir.
    So he calls the rest of these other officers around, some
    fucking rookies that don’t know me, and and he’s
    like, “Yo, you gonna have to take off your clothes.” So I took off all of their white
    shit–their clothes. Gave it to him–nothing.
    I got my shorts on. I’m standin’ there. He say, “You’re gonna have to
    take them shorts off.” I say, “That’s not the rules,
    Mitchell, not the rules.” [laughter] And now I’m getting a little–
    a little heated about this, because I know I have a problem
    with being naked in the fucking hallway, and I
    know that I have a problem with this, and I’m trying to get
    Mitchell to understand. “Mitchell, this is not gonna be
    good.” [laughter] “Mitchell, Mitchell, Mitchell.” I’m trying to explain to
    Mitchell, “Mitchell…” so he gets all the rest of these
    officers around. The captain comes up and says,
    “I can’t go against my officer– “he say you got contraband.
    You gonna have to get naked.” I say, “Captain, if I get naked
    in this hallway, in front “of all these people comin’
    in and out…” and I turned right to Mitchell and looked at
    him in his eyes and said, “This ain’t gonna
    be good, Mitchell.” [laughter] “Because I don’t give a shit
    about goin’ home at this point. “I came here with 15 years,
    Mitchell, I wanna do these “little 15 years and go home.
    But if you make me get naked “in this motherfuckin’
    vestibule area…” [laughter] So they got all these officers
    around me, and I done threatened this man
    with the easiest way I can threaten him without getting
    sent to cell. I said, “Mitchell, this ain’t
    gonna be good, brother.” So long story short,
    I end up naked, and I’m pissed. I’m naked and I’m bald-headed,
    and then he takin’ me through this bullshit: “Run your
    fingers through your hair.” [laughter] “Open your mouth.” “I’ve been talking this whole
    time. “If something was in my mouth,
    Mitchell, it’d have been fell out.” “Open your mouth.” “Lift up your balls.” “Squat.” Let me explain what he just did:
    I went to prison for a nonviolent case,
    drug dealing. What he just turned me into was a violent young man at 21. Because you made me
    cough and squat for no fuckin’ reason, other than that you wanted
    see me, in my mind. So now I’m–I got tears in my
    eyes, and people are walking past. Other prisoners are walking
    past, and they looking at Mitchell like, “Mitchell…” [laughter] “This ain’t gonna be good.” [laughter] So for eight months, I been
    planning on killin’ Mitchell. [laughter] Like, I done wrote my mama this
    coded–this coded letter lettin’ her know that her son
    ain’t comin’ home no mo’. I told–this is what I wrote in
    the letter. I said, “Mama, prison is like
    judicial slavery. I just figured this out,
    and I’m Nat Turner.” [laughter] You had to know about history to
    know. Y’all will figure it out. [laughter] And my mom writes me a letter
    back like, “Just chill,” and she about a face with tears
    on the face, and I’m, like, looking–I don’t even, like, I
    don’t give a fuck about my mama’s tears. What I care about is this. I was in the fucking vestibule
    area with my balls lifted up squatted, fucking coughing,
    letting this fucking child predator look at me. This is what I’m fucking focused
    on. I’m killin’ Mitchell, and I
    already put it in my mind– It’s done.
    [laughter] So I done told two people. I told two people, Allamine–his name is Leslie
    Davis– and Mustapha. I don’t know Mustapha’s name,
    ’cause I was so terrified of Mustapha, I never wanted to
    ask him his real name, ’cause then what happens? Somebody bust him for something
    else in prison, then I know is real name, then
    it’s back on me. Didn’t want to know. [laughter] So I told Mustapha–Mustapha was
    like, “Yeah, that was foul what
    Mitchell did.” Mustapha been here for
    27 years–if I kill somebody, I know he down.
    [laughter] Allamine got 50 years,
    he ain’t goin’ nowhere. I plan on spendin’
    the rest of my life with Allamine and Mustapha–
    [laughter] ’cause I’m gonna kill Mitchell.
    I already know this. [laughter] Don’t know how, but, like anything in my life, somethin’ is gonna break.
    This dude–I’m comin’ from eatin’, this dude say,
    “Hey, ‘Li.” I said, “What’s up, man?” He say, “You know Mitchell
    is working the 4 gate.” I said, “What?”
    Now my job in–in prison, I haven’t been happy about
    nothin’ in a long time. The man told me that he was
    working 4 gate, I got fuckin’ excited. Let me tell you what 4 gate is. 4 gate is the gate to closed
    custody. I live on 8 building. You got to go to 4 building if
    you going to closed custody. When you come around the corner
    in 4 building, it’s, like, you’ve got to come past the
    cafeteria, and then it’s the main building
    this way, and then it’s this little side hallway, and you
    can’t see anybody until you come around that
    corner. And Mitchell was at a gate
    around that corner, which is a good–he’s not gonna
    make it if I get to him. He’s not gonna make it. [laughter] And then it’s that gate, and
    then it’s the gate to 4 building, so it’s a long way to
    get to him, then it’s another long way to
    get to that door. I got a plan. I’ma just run and just fucking
    just try to get through that gate and just stab Mitchell, but
    that’s stupid; that’s stupid. So… [laughter] I go back to my cell, and I’m sitting up trying to map
    out a plan on how I can fucking kill this dude. And then I hear, “Get ready
    to go to 4 building.” I look out my cell door–it’s a
    dude that got in trouble, now he’s gettin’ sent
    to 4 building. He has this big, white bucket
    with all this shit in it, and I say, “Hey, you going to 4
    building?” He say, “Yeah.” I say, “Let me carry
    your mattress for you.” He say,
    “Cool, I need some help.” I go upstairs, get my knife,
    put my–strap my shit on me, boom–I got a big-ass mattress
    over my shoulder, so you can’t see my face.
    He’s rollin’ the bucket, mattress over me,
    come around the building, and I’m so fucking excited,
    ’cause I’m going to kill Mitchell, and I’m gonna drink a
    sip of his blood, ’cause I fucking hate him that
    bad. [laughter] When they find me, I’ma be like,
    “Yeah,” Mitchell on my… I’m–I’m–oh, can’t fucking
    wait. Oh, I’m so violent.
    I can’t wait. So I got this knife, and I got
    this mattress, and this dude–and man, this
    dude, he has no idea what’s gonna happen. He’s–he’s accessory to this
    crime, and he is so unaware. He’s just rollin’–he rollin’
    his bucket talking about his family, man. “It’s fucked up. My family ain’t
    gonna get to visit me.” I’m like, “Good.
    Mine ain’t either.” [laughter] So we coming around the
    building. We coming past the fucking chow
    hall, and I’m just getting more and
    more excited, ’cause this is gonna be a good
    one. Somebody apparently tells,
    ’cause Allamine’s looking for me, apparently. He’s like, “Yo, where Ali at?” He said, “Ali, helped old boy
    move to 4 building.” And Mustapha–’cause I get this
    all–the backstory– Mustapha said, “Yeah, he going
    to 4 building.” And Leslie–Allamine–say, “Hey,
    man, I think Mitchell on 4 building.” Mustapha say, “Mitchell on 4
    building? Man, let’s go get this boy,
    ’cause he gonna kill Mitchell.” [laughter] Now, and it’s complicated,
    ’cause they got to get out of 8 building first. You got to get out of 8
    building. You got to get–bust out your
    part, come out of 8 building. I’m thinking I’m good. I’ve got enough time to commit
    this murder and hopefully get away with it
    after I sip his blood. [laughter] Boom. So we coming around the corner. The dude has the bucket. He’s going through. Mitchell opens the gate. And I’m like, yes, but he don’t
    see me. He can’t see me, ’cause I have
    the mattress over my shoulder. And as the bucket goes through
    the gate, it’s–the path is clear. All I got to do is wait for that
    bucket to get out the way, then Mitchell will be standing
    at the edge of that gate. I can walk
    through my mattress and just fuckin’ start stabbing
    Mitchell uncontrollably. [laughter] This is what I’m thinking. I got it planned out in my head. I’m dead serious. So I come–I’m right there
    and, as soon as I fuckin’ get to where I can see Mitchell,
    Allamine and Mustapha come around the fuckin’
    hallway and say, “Ali!” And I turn and look,
    and Mitchell sees me and slams the gate and tells me to put the mattress
    down. He can take his own mattress. “Put the mattress down.” And I’m standing there
    lookin’ at him. Say, “Hey, Mitch.”
    And he just say, “Put the mattress down.” I slid the mattress
    off of my shoulder, I say, “You have a good day, Mitchell.” And just the fuckin’ terror
    in his eyes… [laughter] And I know he shit on hisself
    just a little bit… [laughter] Was enough for me,
    and I just walked away real slow and didn’t break eye contact
    until I got to Allamine. [laughter][dark electronic music]